A man of mythic proportion...lol

Oh, I know I should be working on this calendar but my mind and heart are both so far, far away and I can't wait until I am physically far away too! I have been daydreaming of my SP and just feeling a surge of energy that is difficult to ignore or contain. I really want to write a poem to put my feelings into some sort of form but I will have to force-focus in a moment as I have had complaints that the January calendar is not done. Still, I need to release some of this and so here I am for a brief moment. Somehow when I think of him or connect with him, I can feel the very pulse of so much more than any one human should be able to feel. I do not know how to put it into any clearer words...what we share goes beyond words or a typical relationship. We are communicating on so many levels all the time...lately I have wondered if we, and others like us, will be the forerunners for future relationship development on a evolutionary scale. I have felt a shift taking place in the general population for the past few years, how they approach love and relationship, how what was once taboo is now the norm, how people want more from relationships and are less willing to settle and accept the picket fence dream and outdated beliefs that no longer fit the 'race' we are becoming.

I have never felt for anyone else as I feel for SP...even when the old fears start to creep up, I am able to slay them quite quickly. I am able to recognize them for what they are and not project them outward. His energy is just so exciting and yet comfortable all at once. I wish I could be with him in this very moment, whispering something sweet and sexy, drawing him to me...feeling the energy run between us...he is truly a man of mythic proportion. A dragon...a phoenix...a fighting catfish...a warrior-king...oh, so much and rolled into such a gorgeous humanly form to tempt and tease me and drive me wild with desire. I desire him...not just sexually, but intellectually, emotionally...in all ways.  I can only be patient and take it a day at a time...but I am counting the days.