I am filled with wonder

today.  I have had such a terrible and stressful week and have had to let go of someone who has been important to me, but today I am in such a calm and open mood.  I only have a moment to write but have to express this wonder!  I was looking over old photos, searching for one in particular I took for SP over a year ago that he never had a chance to see, when I saw one of his pictures - of course I HAD to look at him, as I always love to do! lol  But today I just looked and found tears rolling down my face. They came from nowhere. I was confused for a second but then realized they were tears of JOY!  This is why I am filled with wonder. I am amazed and happy. He is so gorgeous and intriguing and brilliant and fascinating and...oh!  Sometimes I make myself blush when thinking of him. I really do.